Chasing pavements

Just some random thoughts. Made a list of to-dos, to-be-improved areas some time last week, hmmm after those horrendous finance papers to be exact. Even though I’ve heard this so many times, have always failed to internalize it. But after a good 21 years of living, am finally a little more convinced - things will just get better when you take them in your stride. Not hold on to certain things too tightly because they are not beneficial and will only be a drag.  Somehow I feel that I have been getting too worked up over certain small things, and it kinda affected the way in which I speak to people around me - in a negative way of course. I may not say it explicitly, but I guess the tone speaks a thousand times louder than the content. I get really upset, to the point of tears when it really isn’t anything much actually. It’s as if my emotions have taken control of me, and it just gets really tiring and you feel like you’re a slave to those negative emotions. So it’s been 5 days since I’ve tried to let go and change, and I guess there’s improvement! :)  Thankful <3

Just some random thoughts.

Made a list of to-dos, to-be-improved areas some time last week, hmmm after those horrendous finance papers to be exact.

Even though I’ve heard this so many times, have always failed to internalize it. But after a good 21 years of living, am finally a little more convinced - things will just get better when you take them in your stride. Not hold on to certain things too tightly because they are not beneficial and will only be a drag. 

Somehow I feel that I have been getting too worked up over certain small things, and it kinda affected the way in which I speak to people around me - in a negative way of course. I may not say it explicitly, but I guess the tone speaks a thousand times louder than the content. I get really upset, to the point of tears when it really isn’t anything much actually. It’s as if my emotions have taken control of me, and it just gets really tiring and you feel like you’re a slave to those negative emotions.

So it’s been 5 days since I’ve tried to let go and change, and I guess there’s improvement! :) 

Thankful <3

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